Ignored

Just finished reading something... Feel very depressed.. I just hope that they'll forget me... Ignore my existence... Since my exixtence=nothing/no difference... Maybe feel so not confident.. I know for everything to happen, it's caused by me.. Or 'built' up by me.. It's not something i want it to happen.. But since it had happened, I hope all the memories will be erased.. Though this may not matters them, but, it matters to me... Haiz.. Cos' i don't want them to remember my existence... maybe by this way, i'll feel better...(hope so)...